the little mini sharks are eating away at the pit of my stomach

im watching dear john.
romantic movies make no sense without you; they make me ache.
i wish you were near.
i wish you were here.
only 5 more days
until i can clearly see,
because you'll be right next to me,
and then i can fall asleep.
in your arms, under your charms.

maybe i should have rented something else. this makes me miss you even more.
my heart is sore.

i discovered joshua radin plays in this movie. . . . a coincidence?

hi

like grains of white rice,

i'm stuck on you.

you give me vitality.

"you touch my inner smile"

i like your brown eyes

your chubby cheeks

i like you without any tweaks.

i like you with your flaws

if you were a dog,

i'd like your multi-colored paws

you're so damn cute

you'd look good in anything,

not just a suit.

because all i see is your soul

for me it defines you as a whole

and love, even though we may be far,

when i come home, you'll see

that i'll like you just the way you are

and that's the way the cookie crumbles

we're leaving soon.

finally it's happening. in a week hopefully

you didn't write me yesterday. I feel really empty without your words.

i feel like i need them . they give me energy. i don't know if that's such a good sign. probably not.

but i just hope you write me tonight.

it sad that a few lines of writing can make me as happy as they do. but they do.

keep it loose, keep it tight

thankyou for that song

it made me realize that sometimes we forget who we are, and sometimes we forget to appreciate what we have.

it made me realize that i've forgotten to appreciate what i have. i need to love everybody more. i'm not giving them enough. they deserve more.

but that's only because i've forgotten who i am. but i'm slowly becoming me again. you'll see.

you're so wonderful. you make me want to live. really live.

mango peels

dear blog,

my room smells like mango. i don't care. i like mango.
guess what i just saw on letterman. two or 3 men dumped a barrel with a bunch of bouncy balls over the roof and an explosion of colors was created like none i had ever seen before. except in rainbows. i wish i could have been there.

i want colorful bouncy balls to explode all over me.

love,erica

i'm vulnerable, i'm vulnerable, i am not a robot.

i'd rather be with you

say you want the same thing too

living in a dream. walking in between. the sunrise. the sunset.

we are always living in the twilight.

lyrics, oh what you do to me.

you give me emptiness, yet i absorb you like a sponge.

i could listen to music all day. i did yesterday. i feel like i should leave, go somewhere, move, stretch my legs, do something other than what i've been doing for the past few days. but no. i cannot. they won't let me. the thoughts swirling in my head, the feelings tugging at my stomach.

i'm a wreck. it almost feels as though curing my wounded heart is making it worse. but i know that it will be whole again.

i miss you all the time.

even when i talk to you. i just want you to be there with you. so you can hug me, hold me and never let me go.. and so i can rest forever on your shoulder. i think i would i like that.

the closest i feel to home is when i'm talking to you. i don't know what i'll do when your gone. and that scares me. maybe i shouldn't be falling, but i can't help what your doing to me.

i can't help but feel this way.