Friday, September 17, 2010

i'm vulnerable, i'm vulnerable, i am not a robot.

i'd rather be with you
say you want the same thing too

living in a dream. walking in between. the sunrise. the sunset.
we are always living in the twilight.

lyrics, oh what you do to me.
you give me emptiness, yet i absorb you like a sponge.
i could listen to music all day. i did yesterday. i feel like i should leave, go somewhere, move, stretch my legs, do something other than what i've been doing for the past few days. but no. i cannot. they won't let me. the thoughts swirling in my head, the feelings tugging at my stomach.
i'm a wreck. it almost feels as though curing my wounded heart is making it worse. but i know that it will be whole again.
i miss you all the time.
even when i talk to you. i just want you to be there with you. so you can hug me, hold me and never let me go.. and so i can rest forever on your shoulder. i think i would i like that.
the closest i feel to home is when i'm talking to you. i don't know what i'll do when your gone. and that scares me. maybe i shouldn't be falling, but i can't help what your doing to me.

i can't help but feel this way.



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