.. and the fish swam deep into the sea, as blue as can be

i want to go back to the year 1998, when i turned 7 years old.
and stay there

forever.

i don't want to be old i decided. i dont wanna grow up. i don't wanna be a teenager, i dont wanna be in my twenties, in my fourties, in my sixties
i want to be a kid.
just a kid.
an innocent,
naive,
lively,
kid.