.. and the fish swam deep into the sea, as blue as can be

i want to go back to the year 1998, when i turned 7 years old.
and stay there

forever.

i don't want to be old i decided. i dont wanna grow up. i don't wanna be a teenager, i dont wanna be in my twenties, in my fourties, in my sixties
i want to be a kid.
just a kid.
an innocent,
naive,
lively,
kid.

f this

life loses its beauty when it's on display for everyone to see.

i don't want everyone to know what my life is about through writing and photographs.

because these things only high light the parts of your life that you want to project, that you want to be, that you wish you were, but aren't. facebook underrates it, overates it. it doesn't do your life any justice.

and this isn't just facebook. its the whole media.

everyone's life should be seen for what it is: raw and real and unrefined

i don't want the art to be sucked out of my life, please.

because then it wouldn't be worth living