dear diary,

where am i.

where am i

how did it get to this point

how did i get here

i don't want to be the center of attention any more.

not like this.

when did i cross over to the negative state of being

it's uncomfortable, its unhealthy, and it will ultimately lead to nothing, nowhere

i'm in a blank world, with a blank sky, blank horizon, it's all white

i can't feel anything other than the feeling of being here.

someone get me out. i want to get out, i want to not be this person. i want to be me

i want to forget, i want to love life again

please

save me from myself

love,

erica