i wanna find someone who can see right through me
i have yet to find him.
I need you though, where are you?

i want to be able to say 'where have you been all my life' to him

it's sad to say that i'm in love with someone who i haven't met yet. yeah it might be sad, it might be that, but atleast its also the truth.

i dont know how its possible to feel so many feelings in a short period of time.
i have felt a new feeling today.

and i think its amazing how much you can feel when you have nothing to do.
and its sad to have other things distract and therefore prevent you from seeing it
and even though they make you feel good for that time, it's not real,. because in the end what you had underneath, is what you were all along
and if you dont see yourself in that light, in my opinion all the living you had done, had been for nothing.


i think the words 'exchange student' are taken too literally.
we're not just students of school. we're students of life.
and we can't just be kept in one area.
it ruins us.
it's like clipping a birds wings and keeping it in a cage. i'm sure it would have lived longer outdoors.

things are far too clear now. it's more obvious than the obvious. and it was there all along.
we limit ourselves too much. we take the least, when we should really have the most.