Life is precious. If you don't hold onto it it will soon be gone.
If you don't appreciate the little things, you'll live your life wondering what you did.
If you don't appreciate them you'll live your life in regret. Maybe I never appreciated the little things.

It's time. Do or die.
I'm choosing to do. I won't let this defeat us.
And yes it is
As the voices say I am very egotistical.
I didn't use to be like this I don't think.
Something went wrong.
I lost myself somewhere and I have to get it back.

I'm very selfish. I I I. Looking at my last posts from years back I've taken things for granted. I feel like an awful person.
I love my family so much even if I may not show it . Maybe I deserve to be alone. Maybe then I'll learn.