i want to punch someone in the face. i want to yell and scream. i want to cuss at someone.
why? because i realized i'm not good at anything. and i can't take it anymore. and i hate the fact that i feel sorry for myself about that all the time. so instead of being sad, im going to channel that energy into anger. im going to toughen up and be a bitch. all my life ive been nice. too nice. so now its my time to be bad. i deserve it. and that means no more crying, no more whining. im going to do whatever i want whenever i want. im not gonna hold anything back anymore. im going to say how i feel and those who don't want to hear can suck it up
