a floating thought

people shouldn't be scared to feel vulnerable.

by people i mean me

another also

i think im allergic to the brand of soap called "soft soap: soothing aloe vera"

the skin in between my fingers is peeling

ew

gross

yuck

ick

icky

ick

p.s.

its not that gross

im being a drama queen

as usual

!!!!! omg. my tummy hurts. but whatever.

i still feel a bit hungover.

i think i should seriously quit drinking for life.

but knowing me i wont last a week.

wow i sound like an alcoholic.

also,

i need to get back to my diet.

kinda hard though with the superbowl being today, and food being everywhere in sight. we're going to eat bbq ribs, hotdogs, the works. I already had tacos today, and my tummy hurts.

but who can pass up bbq?! not me. not i. sirrey.

its the sad truth

but seriously i have to start eating less and healthier. no more snacks at the cafe, no more chili cheese fries, no more coke or grilled cheese. i gotsta start gettin' serious.

also when i get home today i have to do math homework. and study a bit. i better follow through. hopefully this will help me to

isnt it weird how sometimes so many things happen by coincidence that you feel like there's absolutely such a thing as destiny? that there's such a thing as love, that there's undoubtedly a thing as God, that there's no denying anything anymore.

i feel that way now. i feel like God is trying to tell me something and it's so easy to see.

it's so easy to see, that i can't see it at all.

just because

if you add it all up,

i'd say i've spent at least half my life on a toilet