maybe im scared

i feel queasiness and butterflies fluttering around in my stomach. im trying to figure out what this means

bubbles burst, but i hope this one is impenetrable.

the words and sounds i hear make me wanna take them in all at once, sucking the life out of each and every one.

i feel like half my life is a dream.
and i'm scared of waking up

green light, red light? yellow light.

my brain says no, but my heart says go

what do i do, how do i know

a little bit of energy

green eyes makes me happy. because after hearing it, i know that there's at least one guy out there that feels that strongly towards a girl. it reminds me that not all is lost.

and it gives me hope that someday, someone might feel that way about me too

gabrel's quote.

"Why are you crying? You get to be here by yourself."

"and i believe this costume party is over, before it got started."