Thursday, May 6, 2010

at every occasion i'll be ready for a funeral. let's do something about this.

maybe. i don't know. it's hard to say what we feel ..and to say that what we feel is the same as what someone else feels.
there's too much pressure everywhere. everything is getting worse. and people are taking the pressure and feeding on it. instead of ignoring it, and breaking it away softly and calmly. we are strong enough. we just don't know it. but i want everyone to know it. i want someone to tell me i'm strong enough. and i want to tell everyone that they're strong enough to go a different way. a better way.
how can people be so mean, and so heartless. it's like we've forgotten to feel before we act.
no one sees anymore that what they do usually always affects someone, and that someone goes and does something to another person, and that person does something to the next, and it comes back and everyone is in a bad mood. it's a vicious circle. this world is becoming ruder, louder, more competitive, violent, and horrible. and it's all our own faults. responding to it in a negative way only adds to the problem. things like 'violence is not the answer' and 'all you need is love' aren't just said for show. they are said because it's true. i have observed people all my life, and their actions have finally lead me to this sad realization. when i say people, i mean me too. but at least i admit it. and atleast i don't try to deny it. but i don't try to fight it either. and i think it's about time we should try to fight it. i mean in a positive way. someone needs to be strong. being emotionally strong is not using all your anger towards something. being emotionally strong is being the bigger person, being so above it all, that you use all that's in your heart in every day, even if in the end you don't get anything back at all at the instant.
being emotionally strong is being patient, because even when you don't get anything back at the moment, you will eventually.
being emotionally strong is being willing, to try new things that you would never try, because you might just see that there's so much more that you never knew, and so much that we need to try and overcome so we can help ourselves and everyone else

these words might seem exaggerated, they might seem hilarious, like something you read straight out of a weird book, or some doctor phil thing, and it might seem like something you don't want to believe. it might seem like something you want to easily ignore and something that wouldn't apply to you. but of course it applies to you. it applies to everyone.
this world is crumbling down, because we have lost how to feel, because we're too weak in a way that we're too scared to be ourselves or to be different if doesn't look 'cool' we're all scared of being made fun of
all of this is a sad truth. but what's even more sad is that when it comes down to it, most of us are too scared to admit it

these words could be meaningless to you because you have not experienced what i have. But believe me you will. and when you do, you'll wish you would have tried to do something sooner.
the littlest thing can always help. the littlest thing always makes a difference